I’m not one to ramble about my problems because I don’t want others to worry about me or anything, but i’ve finally cracked.  Being happy all of the time gets exhausting sometimes. Always having to fake a smile, a laugh, only for no one to ask questions.  Lately i’ve been feeling so empty and emotionally unstable.  If people really knew what went through my thoughts, they probably wouldn’t look at me the same.. Crying for hours straight really drained the hell out of me. It’s as if all these feelings i’ve had bottled in for so long have just decided to rip out of my chest for some fresh air and let loose. I’ve lost so many people in my life that I wish I hadn’t. I’ve noticed myself change, who knows if it was for better or worse. I just don’t feel happy with myself in general.  I wouldn’t mind exchanging bodies with someone else right now.

gnarcass:

I’m getting sadder and sadder each day and I just don’t understand

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